Today I wasn’t the best dad in the world. I didn’t feel up to in and so didn’t pay enough attention to Jon and wasn’t especialy happy. Georgina kept reminding me how poor I was towards Jon too which has made me notice it more. Today wasn’t an particularly bad day – I didn’t lose my temper for instance. I also enjoyed Jon’s bathtime, but I wasn’t really “with the programme” for most of the day and didn’t expecially want to do anything. I certainly wasn’t able to give Jon the full complete attention that he really enjoys today. Maybe tomorrow will be better.